Today I am 42 years ( not old ) and I feel good about that.
My life hasn't turned out the way I wanted it,
but really whose does.
As far as I know I am in good health and my mom is too.
I have a place to live in and some amazing friends
that keep me grounded in the now.
I feel alone sometimes but that is of my own doing.
I know that I will never own my own home
but as long as I have a roof over my head I will be ok.
I know life some times will get me down
but my life quote is
" let's see were the day will take us ".
I have done many stupid and wonderful things in my life,
but they have made me the person I am today.
Sometimes I may not believe in myself or my art
but I don't let that stop me.
I wish I had more time to spend doing my art,
but will take what little time I get.
I have always and will always be extremely
thankful when someone likes my work.
I love spending time by myself,
but am learning that this way life will just pass me by.
I know that this may be depressing,
but it is not; it is just my reality.
I do believe that life may be this way now,
but let's just see were my life will take me :)
Thank you all so very much for following me :)
