Sunday, April 18, 2010

‹(•..•)› H B Day To MEE!!!!! ‹(•..•)›


Today I am 42 years ( not old ) and
I feel good about that.
My life hasn't turned out the way I wanted it,
but really whose does.
As far as I know I am in good health and my mom is too.
I have a place to live in and some amazing friends
that keep me grounded in the now.
I feel alone sometimes but that is of my own doing.
I know that I will never own my own home
but as long as I have a roof over my head I will be ok.
I know life some times will get me down
but my life quote is
" let's see were the day will take us ".
I have done many stupid and wonderful things in my life,
but they have made me the person I am today.
Sometimes I may not believe in myself or my art
but I don't let that stop me.
I wish I had more time to spend doing my art,
but will take what little time I get.
I have always and will always be extremely
thankful when someone likes my work.
I love spending time by myself,
but am learning that this way life will just pass me by.
I know that this may be depressing,
but it is not; it is just my reality.
I do believe that life may be this way now,
but let's just see were my life will take me :)

Thank you all so very much for following me :)

18 comments:

Shonna said...

I hope you have a wonderful Birthday!!!

Cynthia said...

HEY! Happy Birthday! :D I love your reflections on your life in this post. (I have a lot of the same feelings as my birthday is approaching... lol) Have a great day!

Leanne E said...

Happy Birthday Rafael! You and your art are much appreciated. Sending you sunshine...
Leanne

Mattydolls said...

Happy Birthday Rafael!! I hope you have a wonderful day!

Matty

ps: I like to be by myself too sometimes...it kind of soothes me. :)

anotherlinda said...

Happy Happy Birthday Rafael! You are still a baby! I am 21 years older than you! hee hee
I also like being alone and working on my art. I enjoyed reading your reflections! You are a grateful person and that is important. A big birthday hug, Linda

Are you curious about me? said...

'Happy Birthday to you'
'Happy Birthday to you'
'Happy Birthday to you'
'Happy Birthday dear Rafael'
'Happy Birthday to you'

Sending you blue skies and all the happiness in the world.

Have a lovely day... Julie x

Len said...

Happy Birthday Rafael!

Len said...

Happy Birthday Rafael!

Tammy said...

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Have a WONDERFUL day, and a BEAUTIFUL year..
I love your work, and think we all need time alone to reflect...
Your NOT ALONE, WE all LOVE YOU, and enjoy you, your ART, and your BLOG..
Peace to you..
Blessings and many. many BIRTHDAY HUGS!!!

Sheryl Parsons said...

Happy Birthday Rafael! This just happens to be my youngest daughter's birthday as well, so it's a great day to have a birthday. I hope it was wonderful. :-)

Jess said...

Happy Birthday! You are right...42 is NOT old...I hope your day was spent with friends and your day was FABULOUS!

XOXO Jess

Cathy ~ Tadpoles and Teacups said...

Happy birthday! May you celebrate many, many more. (BTW, your work makes me smile!)

The Vintage Polka Dot said...

awww! Happy birthday!!!

my tiny studio said...

Thank you all so very much :)
I had a great day :)

Lyn Newhouse said...

Ooh, I'm late :(
Well, I hope you had a happy birthday. You're still so young to do anything!!
I love your artwork, it's great!
Hugs from Barcelona

Daryle and Katie said...

A little late... but Happy Birthday Blessings to you, Rafael! Daryle, over at Woodstown Whimsies

Designs By CK said...

HAPPY BELATED birthday Rafael! ~ SO sorry I missed it! Hope you had a great day. :-)

Great post, and I can totally relate to all that you said. Everything in life happens for a reason, and your artwork is lovely!

SpOOky Best,
Chris (-:

jonny renaissance said...

Belated Happy Birthday from John and Heidi.